When I walk into a room, the first thing I do is scan. Weird right, I’m not a people person on the inside but put on the face everyone wants to see, happy, funny, don’t care. But deep down the loneliness builds, I’m shy I hate people and yada yada yada. Back to the scan I scan the room, read everyone within seconds and know who and where I belong which is complicated because I can belong anywhere and feel like I belong nowhere at the same time. I feel like no one really knows me anymore just the show and smiles I put on everyday. Oh how I would love to put my feelings on the outside and hide my flaws on the inside but oh well. Thank you for listening and or reading my stupid thoughts. Have a wonderful day